4am-ers
I don’t know what the hell I’m up at 4am. Maybe I’m more retarded than I thought I was. I left Boyfriend’s house early last night and came home to pass out at 9-freaking-pm; I haven’t slept that early in god-knows how long. Not surprisingly, I woke up at 1am and here I am trying to type ever-so-quietly so my dad doesn’t come in to bitch at me; but my fake nails keep on banging on my keyboard no matter how softly I type (note-to-self: get them removed).
Work doesn’t start until 10am but I have no intentions to sleep or else I’ll never wake up (that’s how it always is). I’m going to head to the gym at 7:30am but what the heck should I do until then?
• Clean my room; but that means I’ll have to turn on the lights and my dad will come in. I love him but he likes to lecture me about every little thing. I tried cleaning my room in the dark before (when drunk) and it wasn’t easy. Okay, I wasn’t even cleaning, but just throwing clothes from the floor into the closet so I won’t trip and fall on my face (just in case I had to run to the bathroom to puke). Unlike most people, I fight with my mind to think straight when I’m drunk… even when I’m alone in my room. As idiotic as I was when I was younger, now I simply cannot stand acting like a drunken idiot no matter how good it could feel when you don’t feel like puking your brains out.
• Play Sim City 4; shut up, I just recently started playing this again and like always, going though a phase of Sims-Addiction. Thanks to my current employer, I own every single Sims game and expansion pack but it’s too bad I don’t have time to play any of them so they are just collecting [dust] on my hard drive. But anyway, this I might just do later.
• Go sit in my grandma’s massage chair; but it’s in her room and she’s sleeping. Last time I did that, she woke up and just watched me and I didn’t notice until a while later because the lights were off… and then I discovered a 20+ year old bottle of Keri lotion in her room that she’s had before I was born.
• Read a book; but again, it involves lights! Lover’s cousin and her boyfriend got me a mini-reading light that can clip onto my book as a joke because I had my book with me everywhere I went… but I have no AAA batteries. But I know it will come in use one day because BC Hydro hates our neighbourhood since it’s always prone to blackouts.
• Read blogs; I’ve been doing that but I can’t find any interesting ones to read that I haven’t already.
• Surf forums; already did that but no one is up to post in the middle of the night. :sorry:
• Blog; but I already did that… twice.
• Get a life; or maybe some sleep.
God, I hate Sunday nights and Mondays.




